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I am without a doubt, a very rare female. I don't just have those regular teenage angst problems. Such as, hating your parents...hating school...Hating boys, etc. I'm much more complicated then that. First off, let me start by saying that I am a much older female, stuck in the body of a 17 year old. I run around life saying things like "Yes, they're real..." and "I'm surrounded by idiots..." Not because I feel like I'm better then anyone else...but just because it's a well known fact, that the world is full of people that rarely stop to enjoy the finer things in life. Materialistic people...Rich people...Beautiful people. I can drive by the ocean on my way to get heart surgery, and I'll stop on the sand, just to admire the sunset...smell the air. Watch people enjoying their simple happy lives. But in truth...no one is truly happy. You wake up, smoke that 5 minute cigarette, go to your shitty job that you endure day after day, come home...turn on the TV...maybe the stereo..smoke another 5 minute cigarette, have that 30 second orgasm...and fall back to sleep just to be knocked out for 8 hours knowing that you're going to have to do it all over again the next day. But...There are always the simple things in life that you can stop to admire...no matter how shitty your life is.
I am a believer in philosophy and religion. Two contradicitng things, but still...I am interested in the workings of both.
I've just been released from juvenile hall after spending a month in there for possession of a controlled substance, that mind you...wasn't mine. I am currently on house arrest until the 20th of December, 2005, in which case they will be putting me on formal probation for about a year. On probation when I turn 18. How grand.
I'm very pissed off at the opposite sex right now, so if you manage to get through this biography and read my journal entries, you may come to find this out for yourself. I'm not a feminist by any means...Not a lesbian or bisexual...but I am very pissed off at men right now.
Enough about me...
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